Searching, roaming
Questions, only God can answer
Happiness, more burden
Arrival into fear
Walls, all four squares
I sit holding my knees
Inhaling in the green trees
Exhaling from the root: doubt
Tears then sleep
Searching, roaming
Off the grid
I am moving, stumbling
The heaviness takes all
Blood streaming with grief
Questions, God may never answer
Laughter caught short
Destination into paranoia
Walking, back into my Eden
Breathe, convoluted quarrels
Out goes any semblance of sanity
Flowing, eyes clouded