Often too serious
The deeper it gets, the duller it reads
Sometimes, that is
The meaning remains
The reader counts loss
The flow never fluctuating
Though, the view is beautiful
Acceptance was never fully regained
capturing future memories through writing
Been a while
Since the word became a message
In shame
All the same
Before turns to after
No later than the time I started
Empty credits
Empty Zeros
Over drafted paper bags
Crack the purpose
Never looking into a mirror
Always down into the river of wine and sorrow
Stressful society begs and pleads
She lost, now he wants
Mine is mine
All I have is ink and sweat

The boy sits on the swing all by himself waiting for no one in particular. Back and forth without putting any effort, he swings. The rain falls and pours with haste still the boy remained calm while looking ahead into nothing. With disregard, the pain crawls up from his stomach and flushes into his heart. He watches other kids laugh while their parents joyfully play with them. The boy sits on the swing staring ahead wishing for the family he never had. He wished for the joys he had never tasted. He was sure the warmth of having parents would be sweet unlike this bitter sour feeling on his tongue. The boy sat on the swing crying and wishing for another life. βAnother again,β he said.
I steer clear from the pretentious
My wheels of thoughts drive off
Into there and here
Looking for a road without dust
How pretentious.
Away, again, I found that same road
Another trace of lies
From the start, it seemed anew
But, the finish begged to differ
Never repeating my mistakes
I lunged into the old tale called love
Hoping to keep sanity
How pretentious.
We all need somebody
The blow was heavy
So we ask for rest
Bright in the day
The stab was deep
At a time when all we knew was red
We all need somebody
We all need another
Another to quench the thirst
Another to heal the bruise
Another to say all is well
The preacher lied, they said
Some danced, others watched
We all live in a lie, a few whispered
A tear never wasted
A reservoir of redemption
Living where no soul dared
All vanity, he said
Yet they knew he spoke some truth
At this hour
Those without sleep, still search
The day was unsuccessful,
So they wait quietly in the night
Hopeful
Without any rightful mission in mind
While,
Some crave for sex in the darkness
Others crave for nothing in particular
Depriving themselves of sleep,
Only to lay down for a few hours,
And wake up miserable in the morning
In conflict, the love for friction
On soil, the seeds hold on tighter
On paper, the lies sink deeper
In all there is
Then or now
All can be saved
In mind, paint another dream
In soul, cry for another time
The game of rags and black water
Higher and much lower they go
Always seeking the tops of this and that
Flapping their dirt to those who dare to look
Always holding on onto vane vanity
Donβt we all?
They fear the fear of death
The truth keeps on missing its mark
Idolized Decadence
Paths full with shattered dreams
A requiem for the elected rich
Misery for the mass
A new day, we must seek
A new day, we must pray
A new day, I must write

I still wonder why you like the room lit so dim. I can hardly see you when you cry. If you let go of my grip, theΒ scene of misery will last on forever. Hold on tighter. Drag my rags closer to your shattered chest. Pierce deep into my skin; pain always tasted so bittersweet. Our time lasted only till the sound of the bird.
A mockingbird, indeed
Too soon enough to begin, I guess?
With my taste buds gone sour, I shut off those twisted tunes and threw them deep into the skies; far away, where those spacemen could only dream of. A secret place you might know of. I never ever forgot about those long delusional days filled with gifted silence and much red.
Will I ever taste sweet again?
Too much sourness
Stop this or I might bleed out
Drowning in my own feelings
Looking up at the river-like sky
Oh great blue monster, cry down your own worries
So that I may drink and sink.
So they say you speak no more of me. I strived hard to wait for another word from your big egotistical book. I hoped to dream into the realization that it was never ever to begin.
Bombs I left untouched
Scattered there and here
Some by your place
Falling down
Your hair ever so bright
So they say you speak no more of me.
I strived and strived to begin at the beginning.
Always seeking, and never asking
So they say you speak no more of me
I say you talk shit
Instigating a "Mental Revolution"
Unleashing the beauty of creativity
seeking solace in the horizon of life and beyond
Aspiring to be the best at writing. Poetry lover, haiku and free verse to be precise, I hope to one day master
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Some of what I breathe out arrives here
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Sometimes poetry gives you the voice
Poets bleed from the heart and soul
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